Lies and Truth - L'arc~En~Ciel Fan Choy~~ Atttempting to study Chinese. -___-"
I have a Chinese test later. But I can't bring myself to study because I have a pouding headache in my head!! Well it's not a headache. Is it called migraine? In any case, I took two panadol tablets. The thought of me not studying for the test is making me guilty. The worst thing is I'm upset not for myself but upset that I feel like I'm letting the teacher down! What if everyone knows how to write the words and I don't? It's just that thing about keeping up with that "dilligent" image again. The feeling is so hard to break.
My CCA has this writing competition on now and then there's this $50 HMV voucher as the first price. Cho tempting. SUPER TEMPTING!! But.. I'm a member of the CCA so I can't participate!! Of course I can participate through other people, but... nah. Anyway thining through thoroughly, there aren't really any CDs I'm eyeing on now anyway. Okay maybe Janne Da Arc's but I only saw singles there. And K? No no no.
I always forget to blog about this: I was reading Kelly's blog and came past the picture of Koki wearing livestrong bands. It reminded me that I used to wear a pink one which said 'dream'. I stopped wearing it after the second orientation. Somehow (I guess I was just superstitious) I felt like something bad happened to me to make me gloomy when I wore it. Weird. :S
Koki is on my ketai strap now. = P And along with my guitar pick on my necklace I hung Kame's ketai accessory too.
Hmm Mr Mao is our assistant CT now. He gave us some ray of "hope" that he would be a better CT. Actually I'm still pretty okay with Miss Victor, because we don't have much interaction during CT periods. They bombard us with sex talks, photo shoots, extra assembly and goodness knows what. And when I heard he misplaced Esther and Wai Yan's term paper, I just went... "I guess he's like Miss Victor after all." XD Yes!! He misplaced their term papers! At least the lucky thing is we still have it on our computers.
I'm having another headache. I really need a download vacation. I cannot take all the downloading anymore. It feels horrible. I'm sure Dragon Zakura has more than just 4 episodes now but they aren't subbed so I'm waiting for the subbed version. Meanwhile, JPOPSUKI came up with a lot of Ya-ya-yah shows, and you know Kusano, Tegoshi, Keii-chan, Shige and Massu are almost always in it right?! Do you know how much I have to clear off from my computer, even though I know I have pretty much enough space now? Worst still, somehow the subs aren't working for Ima, Ai ni Yukimasu. It's not helping when I have to burn two to three copies of each. Even WORSE, some avi files can't be played on my computer probably because mine is Pentium 3. So I have to convert the files to vcd format. And when I convert, it takes about 2 and a half hours for each. PLUS, it's not very nice to use one cd-r for the yyy shows each, since they are only 20 minutes long. I know, you can squeeze three into one. BUT, somehow my burner just can't put three into one!
Yea I guess I should really attempt to flip through my Chinese book now.
I just find it all the more horrible when we KNOW, but of all things, when we know, we just constantly cross paths. When you don't know, I don't see you that oft. What is wrong? Why need I be afraid anyway?!