Would you like to hear the truth or a beautiful lie?
Something I cannot understand. One day your friend is insistent on you telling the truth. They think your nice words are not the truth; they think you're not frank with them. Not frank, not friends. So, you tell the ugly truth. Then your friend goes, "Huh where got!" And she/he accuses you of LYING.
So does Kiritani Shuuji want to lie or be honest?
Which do you actually think is more beautiful?
Seppaku no Tsuki. (Snow-White Moon.)
I'm still inside. I went haywire today. I don't remember what I've done. I was moaning and laughing. I was mad. I was pressured, still, at the end of the day. And even though it's going to be over soon, I was scared. Someone made me feel ashamed. For nothing. I wanted to say that it's because our characters don't match. For some reason from the first millisecond she tore her lips apart to speak... I disliked her. (I do not hate her. I dislike her. There is a BIG difference in that.) I won't say who it is, and you probably won't guess who it either. It is someone nobody around me knows.
And I felt guilt. Guilt... For disliking someone. How can I, supposedly a nice person, who always sits and looks on first before deciding, be so decisive about someone's character when she just spoke her first word?
Maybe she will take my place.
I had the urge this morning to pick up my phone and send "Faith, I'm scared." to my friend. But what am I scared of?
This song hurts. It makes me feel like there's no going back. There are things that cannot be undone behind.
"Do you have hobbies?"
I shouldn't have to be chained to who I am SUPPOSED to be. Who decides who I am supposed to be? The answer is myself.