...I don't believe I stared at the タイトル space and wondered what I wanted to put there. There are a lot of times I put titles that don't relate to the post at all.
Panic Disorder - 堂本剛
I cannot stop my addiction of this song. The more stressed I feel, the more I want to listen to this song. And the curious thing about his songs is that I don't get tired of them. Maybe it's his voice. The only CD albums that I can't force myself to press the stop button to, are his. And even after the songs finally stop, the feeling hangs on.
I decided I'll continue to watch Shoujiki Shindoi. Me, being a really SLOW person, takes time to digest what people have just said, and Shoujiki Shindoi has more of actions. Domoto Kyoudai requires me to pause the video and read through the words below. In the recent episode I watched, they were supposed to do embarrassing things in shops!
Anata is also a nice song. But now I find that Tsuyoshi's songs make you feel lonely, and it's a frightening feeling. It feels like there's no knowing what happens. Suddenly you feel that life is unpredictable, so unpredictable, as unpredictable as when Tsuyoshi's hairstyle takes a drastic change.
Yesterday I listened to his [si:] album twice, and I pushed my homework aside suddenly and started drawing without thinking. Whatever came to my mind, I drew. It was okay through listening to Pencil onwards. Then somewhere near the end I drew a second picture and it turned out to be a gothic sort of mannequin. Actually I don't like both drawings, but I still kept them.
DARS chocolate also gives me a different feeling now. I can't feel the excitement when I saw it in 7-Eleven anymore.
街 － 堂本剛
街 － 堂本剛 PV. Seeing it makes me feel sad. Imagine walking down that business street alone. There's nobody to wait for you. Maybe the world is so sad. There won't be anybody who comes up to you with a loud and genki "OHAYO!" just like in class.