I want to write something but I don't know what to write. I want to talk to somebody but I don't know who. I want to say something but I don't know what to tell. I want to talk but I don't want to hear voices. I feel tired but I can't stop. It feels peaceful but it looks so chaotic. I want to stare into space but I can't afford to. Sometimes daydreaming is such a luxury. Sometimes I wonder at things and feel amused. At time I wonder at the same things and grow afraid.
Shuting~ Only you know best about it. By the way, the above is not written because of it. I don't think I'm going into it. Because I'm sure it probably fades away then everybody will regret it.
Random: Did I tell you... my ideal husband is 170++cm? That he is very family-minded? That he is exactly like Keii-chan? It's precisely because I think of all these that I feel that my dream of getting married early will not be fulfilled. How can I marry when I am so demanding?
I actually talked about that with otou-san before sleeping last night! xD