It's been some time since the sudden pang of realisation that I did something wrong hit me. The worst thing is, you committed that wrong without knowing that you were doing it.
...do you think, people who are really really angry will forgive someone who committed that wrong?
And it's been sometime since I felt this guilty. Even if... Was I the one who was wrong if I wasn't informed of it? If I question myself like this, do you think I may have left out the fact that I could be the one in the wrong?
It feels very horrible now.
Because... I don't like the feeling that somebody got upset and angry because of something I did!! It's something I worked hard towards -- to not have people angry at what I did. But it just happened. And I'm scared.
I just feel super duper bad. I didn't mean it. What if behind my back somebody is scolding and cursing me?
...do you think I think too much...
Sometimes maybe I should just revert back to the keep-everything-inside-you stage.
Why do people sometimes feel that when you need someone to talk to, all the people you think of are not there?
Thank you. You can pass me that Janne Da Arc CD now and blast it in my ears. ):