I know. I'm supposed to be studying. It's hard to do so when you realise you can't absorb anymore. And it's worst to realise that... I have half the syllabus left to complete.
I'm going to go into the exam hall knowing I am the only one who never studied deep enough for both areas of history such that I probably will score lowest. It is making me feel like I don't want to take this exam. I don't want to score the lowest, but no matter how much I mug now, it's useless. The last time I got my test paper back for history, I scored lowest in class and I really felt horrible.