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I Won't Say (I'm In Love)


If there's a prize for rotten judgement
I guess I've already won that
No man is worth the aggravation
That's ancient history, been there, done that!

Who'd'ya think you're kiddin'
He's the Earth and heaven to you
Try to keep it hidden
Honey, we can see right through you
Girl, ya can't conceal it
We know how ya feel and
Who you're thinking of

No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no

You swoon, you sigh
why deny it, uh-oh

It's too cliche
I won't say I'm in love

I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming get a grip, girl
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out

You keep on denying
Who you are and how you're feeling
Baby, we're not buying
Hon, we saw ya hit the ceiling
Face it like a grown-up
When ya gonna own up
That ya got, got, got it bad

No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no

Give up, give in
Check the grin you're in love

This scene won't play,
I won't say I'm in love

You're doin flips read our lips
You're in love

You're way off base
I won't say it
Get off my case
I won't say it

Girl, don't be proud
It's O.K. you're in love

At least out loud,
I won't say I'm in love

I never really liked the film but the best thing about Hercules is this song. (:


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You think we're ugly.
Nobody said what you saw as trash
Was beautiful.

Was it a fair exchange and why have things turned out this way?

-photo by Sylvia.

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奇跡は起きる 信じれば。


International version of 'When You Believe'. Beautiful. (:
The Japanese version was also fantastic! Actually this song sung in any language is fantastic. :D

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the little mermaid: ariel


drawn by me. (: New markers.
Larger version here: http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/40159813/

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'The real deal, please'


(click to enlarge)
From The Straits Times newspaper, 21st September 2006,
On the 'Forbidden City: Portrait of an Empress' show.

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i'm wishing (i'm wishing);


I'm Wishing/One Song from 'Snow White' in French. (:
Have been addicted to SwtVietRose's foreign language Disney clips ! :D
Love Snow White's little action of happiness in tidying up her dress to see the prince at the balcony. So adorable.

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goodbye to toDAY;


-photos by sylvia. (nightshot function :D)

The curtains were half drawn; the floor was swept
And strewn with rushes; rosemary and may
Lay thick upon the bed on which I lay,
Where, through the lattice, ivy-shadows crept.
He leaned above me, thinking that I slept
And could not hear him; but I heard him say,
"Poor child, poor child"; and as he turned away
Came a deep silence, and I knew he wept.
He did not touch the shroud, or raise the fold
That hid my face, or take my hand in his,
Or ruffle the smooth pillows for my head.
He did not love me living; but once dead
He pitied me; and very sweet it is
To know he still is warm though I am cold.

-Christina Rossetti; "After Death".

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is it too late.


I have the most amazing calendar which predicts my mindset or mood every single month.

Everything I've done, has only made me more ashamed of who I am. I can't think of a moment where I was never embarrassed by my actions. Sometimes I feel so lousy I feel like I don't deserve any love from anybody.

I have been dreaming of things lately and it bothers me a whole lot. They are very random people in my dream who make me feel inferior, who make me feel unloved, who make me feel like I'm such an idiot who should never be loved, who should be thrown to a corner and left alone. And for the past two days I've been feeling so lousy, I don't know what's wrong with me.

When will I get out of the dark room? Maybe it's even darker out there.

Save that one glance for me.
But I know you wouldn't even know I was there.
Because I'm just that grey pillar right beside.

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he promised me back snow cherries from france;



Vanessa, for you: つよちゃんの写真!(click). (:

Super adorable. (: Actually to tell the truth, the magazine is not overwhelmingly fantastic this time (the fact that it's on discount shows hahhh) but since it had a 30% discount on it, so I bought it. (: (Speaking of which hey, Liang Court's Potato, Wink Up, Duet July issues are having discounts at the row of magazines, only $9+! :D Yay lucky scoop today! Bought on impulse, the aftermath of which was guilt because I and Vanessa stayed there to flip magazines for so long.

It sounds exaggerating but it was...liberating. xD Got to see my favourites again ! Although it's pretty outdated. And Pi doesn't have the shy leaer look anymore, which I really miss. Hey, if you ever see Okada's pinup on my wall, it's only because of the yukata. x)

Lots of 日本人 reading 漫画 at Kinokuniya today, so I guess manga comes in on a Saturday.

We saw the random-est set of people today at MacDonald's. The baby who hit his head against the table without the parents knowing (and which baby-entertainer Vanessa saved), a boy who looked like Wentz, an European with punk hair, a lady with a pretty dress, a touchy couple, the most hardworking MacDonald's worker, a fierce-looking MacDonalds manager, uncouth Singaporean ah bengs, and right across me, a girl with an Abercrombie jacket. (:

Oh and yesterday at school, Shuting had a study session together, and we had fun picking out animal biscuits. xD Shuting has an adorable papa!

Shucks. Still thinking of Origami. Shall get it tomorrow !

Please give me a good Johnny's dream tonight, which I haven't had in months. (: I don't want anymore of Shingo getting into hospital, or Koichi with something bad happening, and most of all, not Tsuyoshi sitting in the same bathtub eating sushi foaming with bathwater !


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tear in your hand;


-photo from gettyimages.

All the world is
All I am
The black of the the blackest ocean
And that tear in your hand
All the world is danglin' danglin' danglin' for me darlin'
You dont know the power that you have with that
Tear in your hand
That tear in your hand

Maybe its time to wave goodbye now
Time to wave goodbye now

I realise I haven't spoken to Vicky and Resha in months. I miss you girls. I wonder if everything is okay. In a matter of months everything seems to have changed. I've lost contact with a lot of people. And I guess it's my fault because I didn't do my utmost best to contact them. I really don't know how I've been filling in the gaps every day. All I remember are Robespierre and Arcite and Palamon now.

Give me a sign to tell me you're okay. It's frightening to realise that I'm not assured that you all are doing great out there. I'm sorry for the neglect, but I haven't forgotten you all. I miss our times together online and also when you (Resha) came to visit Singapore. Miss fangirling with you all.

And not forgetting Kelly Tammy, Sky, Vanessa, Di-chan (nichi!), Lina, Deborah, Manfa, among many others, and even seeing Orenji at work. x) Maybe one day we'll meet in Japan, haha. ((:

I want to talk about Ken-Ken (Piiiii). And Endlicheri-san. And Keii-chan. And Massu's huge 笑顔!! And so many others more. Which I haven't done in ages. But it's amazing I'm still holding on. I guess it's because of you all. :D

And how long since I last visited MISE?!! In a way, yeah, I don't spend money lol, but it's really.... sad. ):

I feel like nearing the end, thinking back entirely on the past two years inside and outside school is a bit too overwhelming.

青空ペダル - 嵐
きっと塗りすぎた色って 白に戻れないけど
それでいい 新しい色で明日を描こう
(even though the page won't be white again with so many colours painted over it,
that's okay, we'll just paint a new colour over tomorrow.)

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the Romantic

you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR.

"I am unique"

Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.

How to Get Along with Me
-Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me. -Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.
-Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.
-Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.
-Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!

What I Like About Being a Four
-my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level
-my ability to establish warm connections with people
-admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
-my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor (haha bleahhh.)
-being unique and being seen as unique by others
-having aesthetic sensibilities
-being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me

What's Hard About Being a Four
-experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair
-feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved
-feeling guilty when I disappoint people

-feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me
-expecting too much from myself and life
-fearing being abandoned
-obsessing over resentments

-longing for what I don't have

Fours as Children Often
-have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original games
-are very sensitive
-feel that they don't fit in

-believe they are missing something that other people have
-attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.

-become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood
-feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce)

Fours as Parents
-help their children become who they really are
-support their children's creativity and originality
-are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings
-are sometimes overly critical or overly protective
-are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed

More on Wikipedia.
(The "parents don't understand me" part is not exactly true.)
I scored 99% higher than my age group for my options. o_O;

Take the test: [CICK HERE]
Only two questions. =| Anybody got a more specific one?

...in other words I am Byron and Benwick.

(I replied everyone here: comment 1008)

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a moment of narcissism;


I have fat legs. LOL but it's okay, I had fun relieving stress. Now I have to make up for the studying. One day when my hair isn't in such bad condition anymore, maybe I'd dare to venture wearing my hair like that when I go out. I am such a narcissist ! xD Every day I'm starting to look at myself more and more in the mirror. But really, it's not only because I'm getting more and more vain, but it's because I want to assure myself that no one will look at me oddly when I go out.

My first time using the tripod stand for photography. x) And I never knew the kitchen was so fun for taking photos. And one of my regrets was that I didn't think of shifting the plant into the photo because then it wouldn't look as plain. >_< I realised plants with colours of green, red and yellow light up and GREATLY enhance photo of that lighting. The things smaller objects can do. Sigh.

夏模様 - KinKi Kids

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Field of daisies in my mind.


Dads are one of the most random people in the world. They come home with daisies on random days. What more could you ask of a dad? (:

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you raise me up;


Some people just can't grow up. :P

The biggest lie he told me was...

"Papa is the tallest man on Earth!"

...which I found out was entire untrue when an European walked past him in a departmental store. But it is the cutest lie I have ever heard. (: Thank you for always taking my tantrums and giving me so much that it is impossible to measure a return.

I am blessed to have the greatest dad on Earth one could ever have. He is always there for me even when he doesn't understand or know what has happened. He comes home and brings me a daisy on random days, and lets me throw all my childish pranks on him. He is the most childish daddy you will ever see, but who cares? We make a great team.

Thank you for buying everything I've ever wished for, and these random things mean more to me than possessions, they are a mark of your intense love for us, and I really appreciate that. I love your spontaneous reactions, and your silly actions (which are paralleled by yours truly :P).

I've called you a thousand nicknames and you'd laugh them off.

Above all, thank you for being my father. My dearest daddy in the whole world whom I'd stick to like irritating bubblegum (as quoted from dearest mama).

-photo by Sylvia.

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What if it all ended on the note
of the blooming of a single white rose?
Pure, innocent.
When we demand no more topping of it
With flamboyant red and blue colours.

White roses are a joy to unwrap. (: スカーイちゃん、本当にありがとう。楽しいです! 久しぶりね! The rain's been pouring down real heavy today, and at 1pm it looked like 7pm instead. 恐いよ!! I'm starting to miss school real badly. :(

All the teachers whom I love, Happy Teachers' Day, thanks for all your guidance, love and care, shown in so many different ways. I apologise for the trouble I've ever caused. Oh, and especially to Mrs Gan, who has influenced a huge part of our (or at least mine) JC lives. (: Your love and care is truly appreciated, and I'll remember the hugs greedy little me got from you ! :P

Ah, it's time to go copy notes into my literature notebook. (I need another one, which I forgot to get today.) Still craving for fish rolls sushi (or whatever it's called), and INARI. HOW LONG HAVE I SURVIVED WITHOU EATING INARI?!! VKちゃん、一行よ~ 食べたい!寿司、すし、スシ!…同じの言葉。ハハ!

-photos by sylvia.
(sorry for the bad lighting; I took it at night.)

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