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...and my mum says it's all my fault I eat so many tidbits.
And I eat so much less than the others.
I eat dinner at 10 plus
And it makes me fat
But she still insists it's my fault
that she cooks at 9.
What is that.


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Pain - NEWS

Walking alone on the street
The cold of winter pricks the skin.
Walking against the crowd
I think of the times I spent with you.
The stain on my jacket
--that's what we quarreled over.
Even such a (painful) memory
Feels so warm to me now.
Just like the falling snow
My love for you keeps on growing
(a.k.a. snow piling up)
Tightly grasping those matching rings
It feels like you're still here.
Looking at you in the photo
I wonder what you're doing now.
You'll never come back,
Because you're in someone else's arms now.
The snow is falling
But we can't admire the scene together.
The days when we loved each other
Are not gone forever,
But they have become precious treasures.
If wishes could come true,
I won't say, "Give us another chance."
Let us go back to the time before we met
So that we wouldn't have to suffer so much pain.

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That's what I'm currently watching. I'm giving up Ouran Host Club. I think NANA makes me think more than Ouran does.

I am so afraid of turning into 小松奈々(Komatsu Nana) but I don't want to be entirely like 大崎ナナ(Oosaki Nana), either.

I'll lock that chain round your neck
And I wouldn't give you the key.

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x-3, the last stand;


caught X-3; fantastic

i was silently cursing and swearing at the guy on the same train home whose ipod nano was working.

boo. so much death in the movie.
some people just aren't meant to have so much screentime
i love what storm did to her hair !
the guy with wings rock (: Pretty white wings
Sometimes I wonder if those claws hurt, and how would it feel to kill so many people, even if they were all baddies.
Has movies made us more cruel people? ):
sometimes, people do things which we ask ourselves, is that ethical?
but that question can't be answered.

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30 days = 720 hours
720 hours = 43200 minutes
43200 minutes = 2592000 seconds


-pi tripped over his mic. :( 頑張れよ!-

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and i love you;

waiting for fangirling season to return.
But I am so drained of energy.
I listened to Mr.Children's 「and i love you」, and it brings back memories of Ohkura's J-web.

I've finally given up totally on it.
It doesn't really matter.

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if time could stop;


You wish time could stop at the point where
Everything was perfect.
But if you stay behind, time moves on,
so will they all.
You have driven the gap wider
Too wide to catch up with the others.
There's a point
Where we all unwind the clock
And fall.
The words don't connect
And reactions get too violently emotional.
We are all familiar with regrets (are they actually avoidable?)
The clocks can stop moving.
But still
Time moves on anyway.

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6:53a.m, 「blue berry」 addiction

Blue Berry - Domoto Tsuyoshi

10 minutes before school. (:
Aimless Blogging.
Who cares?

Blue Berry makes me absolutely happy ! Seeing つよちゃん sway early in the morning is ラブラブ!

...I miss fangirling.

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N's Aoi: Springtime


I drew Misora Aoi from the N's Aoi dorama !
I feel like I hven't drawn in a long time.
This was drawn quite some time ago but I was too lazy to put it up earlier.
...I haven't even finished watching the drama.

It makes me miss Vicky nee-chan.

Watch this haha.
Tsuyo-chan ATTEMPTS to do a backflip in the snow x)
I miss watching Shoujiki Shindoi!
I haven't been watching for months. :(

And him being tricked by Koichi. x) I think Koichi was the funny one instead xD

...Then you question yourself, was that バカ really the one who sang this song

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reality inside daydreams.


-fanvideo found off youtube.

love stories like these
can't happen in reality.
We find them in novels
And we know they are not true
But we read on anyway
Just to relieve us
of that false hope.

"Next to being married, a girl likes to be crossed in love a little now and then. It is something to think of, and gives her a sort of distinction among her companions."
-Mr Bennet, Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen

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a new level of view.


track track track !

Saw Esther in relay today.
So darn cool.
I have this sudden admiration for Esther,
and it's a higher level than admiring her for her
happy-go-lucky, cheerful, artistic nature
But wow.

This is like Pip having a new level of respect for Joe.
After all, we are fellow-sufferers. (:

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silent all these years;


Went for the Volleyball finals for our girls. We lost, but we're second in place. Having a cold now. I should've taken early leave. As always, our crowd cheers at the wrong moments. I don't think that the supporters should cheer when one is serving the ball, or when the match is going on, because it's really distracting.

Share an extract ! :D

"They say you can tell something of a person's life by observing their body. That is certainly true of my dog. My dog has back legs shorter than his front legs, on account of always digging in at one end, and always scrambling up at the other. On ground level he walks with a kind of bounce that adds to his cheerfulness. He doesn't know that other dogs' legs are the same length all the way round. If he thinks at all, he thinks that every dog is like him, and so he suffers none of the morbid introspection of the human race, which notes every curve from the norm with fear or punishment."
-lighthousekeeping by Jeanette Winterson

the window seat
looks fabulous.
but it brings back
the solitude.

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you are sunlight, and I moon;


Have you heard anything sweeter than this? (:
Lea Salonga's audition for Miss Saigon, and she sang 『Sun and Moon』, and the moment I heard it, I fell in love with it.

You are sunlight and I moon
Joined by the gods of fortune
Midnight and high noon
Sharing the sky
We have been blessed, you and I

You are here like a mystery
I'm from a world that's so different
From all that you are
How in the light of one night
Did we come so far?

Outside day starts to dawn

Your moon still floats on high

The birds awake

The stars shine too

My hands still shake

I reach for you

And we meet in the sky!

You are sunlight and I moon
Joined here
Bright'ning the sky
With the flame
Of love

Made of

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lucky lucky baby x)


WOW. My day was completed with the cutest, most colourful PV !
Veekay is my Kitto Daijoubu twin <3

Shopping was fun; haven't been doing that; bought a pretty pretty new dress !
ごめん, Vanessa, had to make you hear me rant all day x))
*pokes asshole's cheeks*

「きっと大丈夫」- 嵐

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This has got to be the cutest SMAP PV I've ever seen. x)
The sweetest grandpa and grandma love story !
The song is very touching :D
It's about the world we live in today that has become so full of destruction. :(

「Triangle」- SMAP

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stuck in a moment;

It's amusing how people fight to be the worser,
When all we want to do
Is get out of that worser state.
But we fight anyway.

And the whole world knows everyone's a fool.
But what can we do?

I used to want to look into those eyes
Now I am ashamed to do so.
There's something too painful
Far far far down in that well
And I can't shut my eyes
And just forget.

See you in my dream; be on time.

I wish you could tell me
How much longer I could hold on
When every night I am engulfed in solitude
So afraid to close my eyes and sleep
Because those eyes appear again
Like a stalker
Who never meant to be one.

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered, now it hurts;

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flashbacks 2;


The day's getting longer
But yet they feel shorter
Who said a day only consisted of
24 hours?
Tuesday afternoons
Grumbling about the extra weight
(Which we dont have) to lose.
Watching from a corner
Too embarrassed to move.
For now, let's throw aside our colourful bags
And sit down
To a game of squash.
And see as happiness shower over us
Just to watch
A tiny ball





PS: The afternoon-PE people rock. x)

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sit and stare.


a pointless and hopeless wait
you can't see the end even if the mist has cleared
It just stretches on
Beyondbeyondbeyond and even further still
but the road goes on
I ought to move on.

Can I.

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How To Be Dead;

Please don't go crazy, if I tell you the truth
No you don't know what happened
And you never will if
You don't listen to me while I talk to the wall
This blanket is freezing, it's been out in the hall
Where you've had me for hours
Till I'm sure what I want
But darling I want the same thing that I wanted before
So sweetheart tell me what's up I won't stop no way

Please keep your hands down
And stop raising your voice
It's hardly what I'd be doing if you gave me a choice
It's a simple suggestion can you give me sometime
So just say yes or no
Why can't you shoulder the blame
Coz both my shoulders are heavy
From the weight of us both
You're a big boy now so let's not talk about growth
You've not heard a single word I have said...
Oh, my God

Please take it easy it can't all be my fault
I haven't made half the mistakes
That you've listed so far
Oh baby let me explain something
It's all down to drugs
At least I remember taking the and not a lot else
It seems I've stepped over lines
You've drawn again and again
But if the ecstacy's in the wit is definitely out
Dr. Jekyll is wrestling Hyde for my pride

-HOW TO BE DEAD by Snow Patrol.
-photo by Sylvia.
& courtesy of Esther as my model. x)

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Maybe we'll all turn out to be like the aunties
At the fire drill assembly ground
We'll laugh and joke
And still jump around.

But for now we might come together real close
For a very secret meeting
Between shoes.

One day we'll look back and think, "Hey I met that kid in kindergarten!"
And end up seeing him in a drama production (x
You're still as tiny as ever when he could already touch the ceiling.

Then you'll meet your idol
The most adorable literature teacher on planet Earth
You can't explain why
but seeing her just makes your day.

But no matter who you meet,
Bend down and tighten those shoelaces
The road is long,
And you have more than 400 metres per round to sprint.

Still young,
So run for it.
And even if we fall behind in the run,
Even if we took a longer
or more difficult path...

You know we'll still meet at the same end, under the lamplight of joy.

-Photos by Sylvia; shoes photo by Esther.
Girl in the track photo: Esther.
My cutest buddy, I won't forget you (:

PS: Mrs Gan rocks. :P

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fourth entry.


I didn't want to blog four entries in a day but this is darn amusing. x) They imitated KinKi Kids, Tokio and SMAP! There's something about their looks that make them look somewhat like the idols but yet not look like at the same time. Can't stop laughing. xD Since when was Tsuyo-chan looking taller than Ko-chan?! HAHA.

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just married.


We just got married. (Just kidding.)
This is the cutest asshole I've ever seen. xD
Third post of the day. (:

★ i swear i wont cry, even as tears fill my eyes ; 嵐 ☆★:
you secretly love me deep down inside!
☆白いちゃん 『 F I R E L I G H T 』 ♦ light up, light up, as if you had a choice.:
I, Sylvia, confess that I am deeply in love with Vanessa Kong Xi Min, the girl who claims she is balding and fat, but in actually fact is the opposite. She is my oxygen, my carbon dioxide and all the elements in the periodic table. Speaking of which as Sylvia is having her BIG AUNT over she hates to type the word 'period'.
☆白いちゃん 『 F I R E L I G H T 』 ♦ light up, light up, as if you had a choice.:
i can't stand it, i'm crapping more and more
★ i swear i wont cry, even as tears fill my eyes ; 嵐 ☆★:
★ i swear i wont cry, even as tears fill my eyes ; 嵐 ☆★:
i do!

...we're jealous of that more than 180cm boy who has an ipod that can play videos.

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everybody stand up x)


「言葉より大切なもの」 - 嵐

さぁ行こうOur life.

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spitting games;


I broke into your house last night
And left a note at your bedside
I'm far too shy to speak to you at school
You leave me numb and I'm not sure why

I find it easier to sit and stare
Than push my limbs out towards you right there
My heart is bursting in your perfect eyes
As blue as oceans and as pure as skies

I struggle for the words and then give up
My head's up with the birds on the T-hut.
A little peace of mind and I'm no better
Than the plain disgrace of all my letters

And after that the floodgates opened up
And I fell in love with everyone I saw
Please take your time I'm not in any rush
And it's in everything I ever write

It's not as if I need the extra weight
Confused enough by life so thanks a lot
Lonely written words for company
Just raise the roof this once and follow me

struggle for the words and then give up
My head's up with the birds on the T-hut.
A little peace of mind and I'm no better
Than the plain disgrace of all my letters

-Spitting Games by SNOW PATROL.
& photo by Sylvia.

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we won't get much sleep;


Much more tired out than before.
It's not like I don't get enough sleep.
It's more than the panda rings.
I feel...
Helpless. And want to cry
But the tears won't come down
And when they do...
I'm embarrassed to acknowledge them
And I don't want to.

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Zeroing In


"I am a landscape," he said.
"a landscape and a person walking in that landscape.
There are daunting cliffs there,
And plains glad in their way
of brown monotony. But especially
there are sinkholes, places
of sudden terror, of small circumference
and malevolent depths."
"I know," she said. "When I set forth
to walk in myself, as it might be
on a fine afternoon, forgetting,
sooner or later I come to where sedge
and clumps of white flowers, rue perhaps,
mark the bogland, and I know
there are quagmires there that can pull you
down, and sink you in bubbling mud."
"We had an old dog," he told her, "when I was a boy,
a good dog, friendly. But there was an injured spot
on his head, if you happened
just to touch it he'd jump up yelping
and bite you. He bit a young child,
they had to take him down to the vet's and destroy him."
"No one knows where it is," she said,
"and even by accident no one touches it.
It's inside my landscape, and only I, making my way
preoccupied through my life, crossing my hills,
sleeping on green moss of my own woods,
I myself without warning touch it,
and leap up at myself -"
"- or flinch back
just in time."
"Yes, we learn that.
It's not a terror, it's pain we're talking about:
those places in us, like your dog's bruised head,
that are bruised forever, that time
never assuages, never."

-Denise Levertov

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and we'll run for our lives;


I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all i've done.

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Anywhere from here

Light up, Light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
It makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbyes
I nearly do.

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

Slower, slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess.

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

-'Run' by Snow Patrol.

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I saw my first rainbow after the storm.

Yes and I feel great now. (: I guess I was just seeking a way to end it, but I really didn't know what to do. But I'm glad it's done.

So I can return to Esther and be a mad person again. xD I miss crapping with her. LOL.

And I realised what wonderful friends I have. Mrs Gan rocks haha.

Sylvia returns !

...horny Quanmin.

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...I'm off to school. :x

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