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someiyoshino;

2006'04.30

ソメイヨシノ (album version)
作詞: 堂本剛 作曲: 堂本剛

叫ぶ声がまた 墜落した…

この眼がこの滴を 零す意味を
誰か教えてはくれませんか?
誰も知らない ぼくも知れない

理由がないから 拭えなかったよ
きみもそうなの? 抱いてあげたい

ソメイヨシノきみは
この季節抱くたび
どんな想いを僕らに
ピンクの花弁(はなびら)
美しく 身に纏(まと)って
風にもたれて
叫ぶ声がまた 墜落した

会えなくなる日は来る 何処かで待ってる
マイナスな唄は小鳥が嫌う
潜めて逝こうか 潜めて寝ようか

綺麗に整列している姿が
優しく滲み 熱くさせたよ

ソメイヨシノきみが
この季節泣くたび
どんな想いをぼくらに
まさか天へ昇った
あなたの分身とかではないよね?
叫ぶ声がまた あなたを過(よぎ)らせた…

ソメイヨシノきみは
この季節抱くたび
どんな想いを僕らに
ピンクの花弁(はなびら)
美しく 身に纏(まと)って
風にもたれて

叫ぶ声がまた あなたを愛させた…

-photo by sylvia.
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And time will be the one who holds you down;

2006'04.29

I drink coffee when i'm emo.


Tea when I'm stressed.


But when can I drink fruit juice
(because it will mean that i'm happy)?

Maybe there will come a point when I feel contented to just watch in silence.

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One More Moment;

2006'04.28


Turn away to say goodbye with each and every word
That passes by like a distant memory.
Cause time keeps slipping away,
And time will turn to grey,
And time will be the one who holds you down.



And words that seem so hard to say,
Come out when you've gone away.
Just stay awhile and hear me say



And I want you here tonight,
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment,
For just one more moment with you.



And I want you here tonight,
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment,
For just one more moment with you.



Sometimes time will treat you bad,
Before you even know what's wrong,
And in the end it hits you hard,
Please tell me you'll be strong.

-One More Moment by Ronin

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恋でね…?

2006'04.26

美しい、苦しい、優しい、恐い...
でも、恋は知りたい。
少しだけも…いいよ。

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Please Hear What I'm Not Saying

2006'04.25
Charles C. FinnSeptember 1966::

Don't be fooled by me.
Don't be fooled by the face I wear
for I wear a mask, a thousand masks,masks that I'm afraid to take off,
and none of them is me.

Pretending is an art that's second nature with me,
but don't be fooled,for God's sake don't be fooled.
I give you the impression that I'm secure,that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well
as without,
that confidence is my name and coolness my game,
that the water's calm and I'm in command
and that I need no one,
but don't believe me.
My surface may seem smooth but my surface is my mask,
ever-varying and ever-concealing.
Beneath lies no complacence.
Beneath lies confusion, and fear, and aloneness.
But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know it.
I panic at the thought of my weakness exposed.
That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind,
a nonchalant sophisticated facade,
to help me pretend,
to shield me from the glance that knows.

But such a glance is precisely my salvation, my only hope,
and I know it.
That is, if it's followed by acceptance,
if it's followed by love.
It's the only thing that can liberate me from myself,
from my own self-built prison walls,
from the barriers I so painstakingly erect.
It's the only thing that will assure meof what I can't assure myself,
that I'm really worth something.
But I don't tell you this. I don't dare to, I'm afraid to.
I'm afraid your glance will not be followed by acceptance,
will not be followed by love.
I'm afraid you'll think less of me,
that you'll laugh, and your laugh would kill me.
I'm afraid that deep-down I'm nothing
and that you will see this and reject me.
So I play my game, my desperate pretending game,
with a facade of assurance without
and a trembling child within.
So begins the glittering but empty parade of masks,
and my life becomes a front.
I tell you everything that's really nothing,
and nothing of what's everything,
of what's crying within me.
So when I'm going through my routine
do not be fooled by what I'm saying.
Please listen carefully and try to hear what I'm not saying,
what I'd like to be able to say,
what for survival I need to say,
but what I can't say.

I don't like hiding.
I don't like playing superficial phony games.
I want to stop playing them.
I want to be genuine and spontaneous and me
but you've got to help me.
You've got to hold out your hand
even when that's the last thing I seem to want.
Only you can wipe away from my eyes
the blank stare of the breathing dead.
Only you can call me into aliveness.
Each time you're kind, and gentle, and encouraging,
each time you try to understand because you really care,
my heart begins to grow wings--
very small wings,
very feeble wings,
but wings!
With your power to touch me into feeling
you can breathe life into me.
I want you to know that.
I want you to know how important you are to me,
how you can be a creator--an honest-to-God creator--
of the person that is me
if you choose to.
You alone can break down the wall behind which I tremble,
you alone can remove my mask,
you alone can release me from my shadow-world of panic,
from my lonely prison,
if you choose to.
Please choose to.
Do not pass me by.
It will not be easy for you.
A long conviction of worthlessness builds strong walls.
The nearer you approach to me
the blinder I may strike back.
It's irrational, but despite what the books say about man
often I am irrational.
I fight against the very thing I cry out for.
But I am told that love is stronger than strong walls
and in this lies my hope.
Please try to beat down those walls
with firm hands but with gentle hands
for a child is very sensitive.

Who am I, you may wonder?
I am someone you know very well.
For I am every man you meet
and I am every woman you meet.

-Charles C. FinnSeptember 1966

PS: I found this on Shuyi's blog. jaw drop. (I dropped my jaw a hundred times today.) It reminds me of me and my pally-wally.

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it would be nice to talk to-

2006'04.25
...someone who didn't really know me.
I am labelled under lost;
but yet it's still so scary
-it's not about stuff we gossip about-
but I wanted to try and see.
See if it was safe to go on
But it's still so terrifying.
Because I'm afraid of rejection.
You shouldn't base on one other's judgement.
--Being nice once isn't being nice forever.
If one day it ends today
.
.
.
Would it hurt?

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もう、見えないよ。

2006'04.24

When it hurts,
it hurts darn deep. Until everything grows so dull
. You don't know what you do, don't know what you feel
and every step is a wrong one
There are no pins on the ground but only dust
And you'd leave traces behind (that's what they call evidence)
-You know you're doomed.
Just wander in your mind,
but nothing really gets in...
And you question yourself
You wonder where you are
And that someone in the corner not listening
and everyone else thinks
You're just another fool.

あの手は実は本当に優しくです。でも、誰も知らないよ。

-photo by sylvia.

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幸せは雲の上に、

2006'04.23

If everyday I can walk home from Liang Court to see this sky, life would be so much better. (:

PS: After I transferred the photo into my computer then I realised that the photo is quite interesting. On the left side you can see some traditional-looking buildings while on the right side there are some futuristic tops of a restaurant. x)

Listening to: 花ゴヨミ

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eventless seven days.

2006'04.22
It's been more than a week and I haven't watched 「クロサギ」! Because the raw version didn't come out with soft subs.

I feel like I haven't blogged in ages. ...and somebody stop me from changing layouts.

A few days ago we had this council nominees Q&A session to see who was going to run for the student council this year. Hmm. It didn't really help me learn more about the nominees. So I voted for three only.

And then during the session we suddenly launched into this debate over whether the Year Ones show respect for the year twos or not. ...I think I sound immature saying this but I don't like this year's J1s. By saying we should show them respect first, they are saying that we don't respect them FIRST, so they are not showing us respect in return. Why can't it be the other way round?

Then there was this guy who said it's not about Year one or two, but everyone should show respect regardless of level. Eyy but then the next speaker said the LIT j1 wasn't at fault because he didn't target it specifically at J2s, but at anyone who passed by. Then what about the mutual respect regardless of level?!

Then that nominee accused us of stereotyping when he asked for an example himself. Actually he can just ask anybody in that lecture hall for an example of rude J1s. Even outside of school they aren't exactly very nice people. Me and VK were at みせ and we saw this group of Year One j-pop fans. I kind of wanted to know them better because there aren't a lot of fans in our school but then they were darn rude and I didn't want to know them anymore. Pooh they acted like nobody was in the store.

I guess I'm being very unfair to not like the j1s just because of some/several students but they represent their level and they spoilt their levels image, so...

以上。

...by a little girl who drinks black coffee but appears childish.

ps: Vanessaちゃん、ありがとう! 下一次再一起去LIANG COURTよ! 楽しいです。

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「IT Masterの人生…」

2006'04.19
…darkest shade of eyerings in the morning.
…crappiest jokes that make no sense during lessons.
…trying to do homework during lunch breaks.
…pretending to have a toe injury to wear slippers to school because her shoes have gone all wet in the storm.
…instant noodles for lunch.
…mixture of ribena, green tea and coffee.
…cold dinner every tuesday at 11pm.
…has a violent tendency to physically abuse the computer so that she doesn't have to update the website :P
…whines a lot.
…and I do mean A LOT.
…is in love with the Five Foot Way poster. It's awesome. (:

…Is wishing that there's another cup of coffee waiting for her tomorrow.

…is really plunging into violent tendencies if she doesn'thave the time to draw, write, and sew.

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Juuousei;

2006'04.18

Ko-chan voicing over for the guy with white hair x)
Theme Song: Deep in Your Heart - Domoto Koichi

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「サクラ大戦」

2006'04.17
Anime Opening:


Kayou Shows (:



Kaijin Bessou
(eyyy I wanna watch this one in full T_T)

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振り向けば…

2006'04.15

This single was out two months ago but I only heard it yesterday. Made me fall back in love with Janne Da Arc's songs. I got a shock when I saw the girl who acted as Kotani Nobuko (Nobuta wo Produce) in the PV. (Eh she's the same age ! 1988-produce. :D) x) It turns out that it's because this song was sung for the movie 『Hirakata』, and that girl acts in it. (: This song is a nice twist from the usual rock they sing.

...shucks I want that single.

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The Heredity of Taste;

2006'04.14
Literally read, "Banzai" simply means "ten thousand years"; but a battle-cry is different in kind from ordinary verbalization. Any battle-cry says nothing more than "Wah"; which unlike Banzai, has no meaning whatsoever. But just because it has no meaning, the sound of "Wah" is pregnant with inexpressibly deep feeling.

...While one still retains sufficient rationality to use words that have a meaning, one cannot be said to have reached the point of whole- or single-heartedness. No such rational element remains in a battle-cry. A battle-cry says "Wah." And in that "Wah" there is neither bad taste nor good sense. There is neither reality nor irreality. There is neither falsehood nor compromise. There's "Wah" and nothing else.


-Soseki Natsume.

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疲れた。

2006'04.11
...真的好累.
止める…か?
如果你伸出手说要带我走,
我会很愿意地抓紧那只手.
那只手是我唯一的希望...
でも、奇跡は来てない。

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ohaiyo (:

2006'04.10
Listening to: People of the World - J-Friends

A few minutes before I set off for school!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TSUYOSHI!

His birthday falls on a Monday on the day before I usually do homework. (But yesterday I spent it crying over Nino's Drama SP xD and reading up on the Communist Manifesto.) GAHHH. But I'll make a belated drawing, 約束よ!

つよし、
Keep on drawing.
Keep on singing.
Keep on bowling.

And most important, don't stop smiling. :)

Hold on. (:

Lastly, ありがとう。
今は、幸せです。

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幸せは空の上に

2006'04.09
上を向いて歩こう
涙が零れないように
思い出す 春の日
一人ぼっちの夜…

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山ピ、お誕生日おめでとう!

2006'04.09


Happy birthday to YAMAPI!
The first person who got me into the whole of Johnny's Entertainment. I miss Ken-Ken days. Can't wait to watch Kurosagi!

I finished that drawing just 15 minutes into Pi's birthday

...and tomorrow is TSUYO-CHAN's BIRTHDAY!

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maiko;

2006'04.08

Played around with the contrast. (:

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it's a chinatown day!

2006'04.07
Wheeeee. Went with Esther to Chinatown today! First trip out with fellow cloudist. :P Esther visits the most adorable places. (: Everything there was really nice. Itching to buy them all. >_<

There was this auntie shopowner who went, "Aiyoh, $2 only, choose so long for what!" in an irritated manner. So me and Esther were turned off and left the shop.

Smiling is GOOD. :D I smiled at this tourist and he said, "Keep smiling!" :D And I was laughing with Esther on the way back to the MRT station and this tourist looked at us and laughed xD

...You don't get the same reaction with the locals. Sigh.

Eyyyy PHOTOS! :D

CLOUDWATCHING <3 (in the library doing econs essay)




Chinatown yayness :D



Nyahaha so amusing. This was where we met the "keep smiling" tourist x)

My newfound LOVE. So sweeeeet.



Had a really fun day. We went to buy cloth teehee. Esther is very very very comfortable to be with. (:

"Are we going to contact each other after graduation? I don't want to stop laughing with you."

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daydreaming.

2006'04.06


I had my own naive dream.
That I secretly hoped no one knew:



That we would run away together on our wedding day,



I'd have pretty flowers to hold on that day,



My pal since 10 would wed on the same day.
Ad we'd smile at each other and admire
Our wedding dresses-



We'd watch the clouds all day
Away from the celebration commotion.

And you would smile at me-



...But you never knew.

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the isfj girl.

2006'04.05
Eh I have an obsession with these. Quanmin showed me this. An alternative reading about ISFJ. Click the link below to read more. (: Ultimately there are some things that are not true about me but most of it is.

And it makes me want to hug Siti SO MUCH.
 ...READ MORE?

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Once Upon A December

2006'04.05
I miss this movie. Clip from Anastasia. (:

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disconnected.

2006'04.02


Disconnected. Like you don't know where the plugs go.
And the currents don't flow. And you wish you'd like it.

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the best mornings.

2006'04.02
I kept on keeping these photos in my computer but I've never put them here. >_<






The best mornings are the ones with such pretty clouds.
They're the first things that make me smile every day. :)

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when I opened my eyes;

2006'04.02


It wasn't the principal's nagging that woke me up in school.
It wasn't the command given to stand at attention, either.
It was that pretty pretty sky. (:

-Taken in school before flag-raising.

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